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Sunday, May 21, 2006

12:46PM - i miss america

i'm coming home in two weeks and i can't fucking wait. i miss america and i miss my family and my friends. i miss mexican food and going off for lunch with my friends. i cant fucking wait.

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Monday, March 27, 2006

12:24PM

Stranger. Friend. Family. Love. Changing. Adventure. Creating. Together. Israel. Forever. Inspiring. Unbelievable. Fun. Truth. Learning. Independence. EIE 2006

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Saturday, March 11, 2006

2:30PM

have fun at vice to everyone who is going. be safe and party hard. i want to see you all alive and healthy when i get back.

israel is amazing but is still wish i could be there with all of you.

laila tov

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Sunday, January 8, 2006

7:38PM - :0(

i'm sad. because my sister is far away. :0( i wish she wasn't so far away.

Current mood: sad

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

1:19PM - 2nd night of Chanukkah

Last night was the second night of this wonderful festival of lights.
I got a beautiful Canon Powershot SD 500. My brother is soooooooooo jealous. I love it.
I also got some "holy sight" skirts from my sister to wear in jerusalem while visitng those places you have to cover your knees. My bro got me a travel journal and some golf stationary (lame) and some headphones that are supposed to be superduper good kind. And my mother got me a travel journal also and some other cool stuff. I'm really excited for my trip! and I can't wait to go.

P.S. since i'm so damn smart, embry riddle is giving me but loads of money to go to school there. damn i'm so smart. its going to be amazing.

Current mood: calm

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

4:42PM

I got into Embry Riddle! Yay! I'm so excited!

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Thursday, September 1, 2005

4:41PM

i hate everything about you

i hate how you walk
i hate how you talk
i hate how thinking of the places i love make me think of you
i hate how thinking of the people i love make me think of you

i just hate you and i whish you were never born

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

4:15AM - My Schedule

Yay AHS, heres my schedulie for next year....until i get it changed because they forgot to give me zero period.

1- Math Tutor for Salz!!!
2- Design in glass with Quickarita
3- Calculus AP! with bacharach
4- Physics with Kanter
5- English 4 with McFarlin
6- Sports PE for golf! with Wegher woot.


thats all for now.
ttyl

(2 nights stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Monday, August 22, 2005

6:16PM - gah!

So i just had the most amazing time of my life at camp akiba and now my whole life is turning to shit.

my best friend is moving away, the boy that i like doesn't really care about me or at least thats the impression i'm getting, my sister doesn't live here anymore and i'm missing her more and more every single day, the best friends i made at camp live so far away that i dont ever get to see them, school is starting soon, golf started today and i once again suck balls, my fucking mouth still hurts from my god damn wisdom teeth, and the only thing i look forward to is chillin with omar at the super sal all day.

i fucking hate my life

Current mood: depressed

(3 nights stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

10:55PM - oh roslyn

Summer air reminds me of
All the feelings of your love
And what it was like
When we were together
Walking all along the beach
You were never far from my reach
And you held me
Through the stormy weather
And I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
Laying in the summer grass
You told me not to talk so fast
As I told you
How I feel
You made me feel right at home
You told me I was not alone
And you knew
Just how I feel
I know we talked about it
I just can't get around
I just want one more night with you
I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
October air reminds me of
All the seasons of your love
And what it was like
When we were together
The smell of fall is everywhere
And though it seems I just don't care
'Cause now you've gone away
I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
Alright
I wanna fall in love
I wanna fall in love
Tonight

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

6:25PM


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

9:54PM - family guy wut.


Which Family Guy character are you?

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Friday, June 10, 2005

1:41AM

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Romantic Kisser


For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Current mood: giddy

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Friday, May 27, 2005

5:54PM

ani ohevet otach.
why dont you like me, why do you like that stupid little cheerleader bitch. ugh! i hate everyone!

(2 nights stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Monday, March 21, 2005

8:54PM

just printed the first draft of my ISP. its due on thursday morning.

so far i have 6 1/2 pages. hopefully with a little watering, some vitamins and a good nights rest it will grow a few pages by thursday.

Current mood: content

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Sunday, March 13, 2005

5:02PM - i <3 my daddy

its a time when your trying to find yourself, who you really are
but its also a time when youre trying so hard to fit in and not be any different than anyone else
you're trying to figure out your true identity
but if youre any different than anyone around you, youre immediately pointed out and ridiculed

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Thursday, March 10, 2005

9:52PM

too much stress=mental break down=not a happy talia

hoorah

Current mood: stressed

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Tuesday, March 1, 2005

8:50PM

Walls

A part of me that I would like to change is how I handle relationships. Not romantic relationships but friendships. During my friendships I often hide things from my friends. Mostly lying about obligations in order to escape having to hang out or doing things with my friends that I am uncomfortable doing. Many times when my friends ask me if I am busy at a certain time I tell them maybe, and then ask why. I make sure what they want to do is something I am ok with before letting them know that I am free. Sometimes, when my friends ask me if I am available, I use my parents as an excuse. I will often say that my mom won't let me or I have too much homework. These are lies most of the time and I usually end up spending the time I would have been hanging out with my friends, alone at home watching television or eating ice cream. With a particular group of friends with which I am no longer affiliated, I had to lie about myself. Not what I was doing but who I was. I felt that lying was the only way to avoid ridicule for my uniqueness. I didn't like it when they came over to my house because they would look in my refrigerator and critique the type of food I had. My sister is a chef and we often had unusual food in the house but as soon as they saw something slightly unfamiliar to them they would immediately begin to ostracize it and put me down. Even such frivolous things such as if my catsup was any brand other than Heinz 57 they would immediately question why I would eat such gross catsup. I soon realized that this particular group of friends was not the kind of people I should be surrounding myself with and soon ended this relationship. The habits I picked up, i.e. hiding myself from them, however have stuck with me unfortunately. These walls I have created between myself and the people I love are only preventing me from showing them how much I really do love them and how much I care about them.

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Thursday, February 24, 2005

8:24PM

yay, guess who has an ear infection, and a bat mitzvah to go to this weekend and mitzvahpalooza on sunday! woo hoo!

(I take another drag off of my cigarette)

Thursday, February 17, 2005

9:58PM

NFTY convention 2005 (throw it up)

i'll be gone tilll tuesday....

i'll have the cell and some peanutbutter and jelly

its gonnna be fuckin awesome

Current mood: excited

(1 night stands and cheap regrets | I take another drag off of my cigarette)

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